This is the about the Miraculous recovery of Mrs. Sheela
Sharma, the maternal grandmother of Siddharth Gaur. She was on her death bed
with no hope of recovery. But she saw a personification of HH Shri Bholanathji
inside her grandson Siddharth Gaur. To the surprise of all she recovered and
later fixed and attended the marriage of her Grand Daughter Bulbul. Underneath
is the email which Siddharth Gaur sent to HH Priya Nathji and explained about this
incident which had happened in March, 2013.
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Respected Priya Nath Bhagvan
Annantkoti Shastang Dandawat Pranam. I wish to tell you about the miracle of my grandmother. Thought you are all knowing and there is no need to state what is, but a small manifestation of your own grace, I am still stating these events as I wish to seek your permission to publish them in the Blog - http://priyanathji-aftershrinathji.blogspot.in/ )
As you had declared before my father – That our family has received special blessings from your Darbar, this incident advocates this fact most convincingly. With your permission, I had gone to Chandigarh from Gurgaon to attend to my 80 year old ailing grandmother. There in the hospital I saw that her condition is indeed precarious. Her body systems were failing one by one and there was little hope for her recovery. My family members were mentally prepared for her anticipated departure from life. She was administered Tulsi and Gangajal. Tulsi beads was put around her neck - all the preliminaries followed by devout Hindus for the subsequent safe passage of the dying, into the next world.
She was in a semiconscious state and whatever she was trying to speak, cannot be understood. From her private ward, She was referred back to the emergency as the salts in her body had depleted to dangerous levels. There wasn’t much hope that she will ever make it out of the emergency alive. And as it is said – Spiritual grace descends when all efforts by man have utterly failed and he helplessly awaits the call of his destiny so doomed. THE MIRACLE OCCURRED.
Since I was the direct witness (and strangely enough; also a direct participant) of this out of the world paranormal event, I now attempt to describe it: -
My maternal grandmother; Sheela Sharma, was on a bed in the emergency, breathing though an oxygen cylinder, with several tubes puncturing her body, taking in and out fluids as she lay unconscious in a pitiable state. Her old body had already endured a bypass heart surgery a cancer operation and all that her kin hoped for now was a peaceful and pain free release from the immurement of this human flesh. I was standing very close, next to her bed. On the other side was my mother. My uncle and aunt were also present. I suddenly noticed that she was staring at me continuously, with a motionless, long straight gaze. But the look of her eyes was not that of near vision focus. It was a as if she was viewing a panorama of something so amazing that her conscious was not in this world. I knew then her eyes were piecing though me and seeing something inside of me, some spirit or divine power. I saw her candid eyes, absolutely in peace, which were teeming with life and a heavenly spark. No human eyes can ever form the expression that I saw that day in the eyes of my grandmother. It was the expression of the eyes which were made to bear witness to Divinity Personified. Without blinking or taking her eyes off me she started to move her hand out of the blanket. And to the amazement of everyone present SHE FOLDED HER HANDS AND PRAYED TO ME. I was too wonder struck to react. Everyone was thinking. Why is she folding her hands in reverence to her grandson? My aunt shook her and said that what are you doing? That’s Jimmy. ( my pet name. Family and friends call me Jimmy.) why are you folding your hands to him? Still without taking her eyes off me she said –
HE IS NATHJI. HE IS PRABHUJI. GURUJI HAS COME
The same lady who was incapable of uttering a single words was speaking clearly. Now it was evident that she was seeing Mahaprabhuji inside me. She spoke with folded hands for long and offered her prayers to me (Visualizing me as Prabhuji) Referring me as GURUJI. I recall my self holding her hands and putting my hand on her forehead. This happened to me as a spontaneous reaction, as if instrumental to a Higher Power. I actually felt that I am blessing her. I realized that even in my touch she is impersonalizing Nathji.
Some tried to perceive this as some sort of hallucination that this old lady may have had. But from the inside of all who lay witness to this event knew that some Divine Power had descended as they can now see her in absolute peace. Then there was a call from the doctors that it is time to take her for her Ultrasound test. I, along with others accompanied her to the radiology department where her ultrasound was taken. Strangely enough, THEY DIDEN’T FIND ANYTHING WRONG WITH HER.
So she was discharged from the emergency and taken back to her private ward. There she kept referring me as Guruji and said words as if she is worshiping me. My mother and other family members were no convinced that Shri Nathji has come inside my body. And my grandmother is seeing Nathji in Me. She then said one line very loud and clear –
“AB POORANE SAB SAMBANDH SAMAPT HUE, AB APKE SATH EK NAYA SAMBANDH BANNE JA RAHA HAI”
“NOW ALL OLD RELATIONS HAVE DESOLVED AND A NEW RELATIONSHIP IS BEING ESTABLISHED WITH YOU”
She said a lot of things addressing me mostly as Guruji. But all her statements were of such gravity that a human can say only say before the Almighty God.
From then on her health began to improve drastically. Doctors who came for her check up found nothing wrong with her. All her medical reports were normal. Next day her condition improved further. The air of death and gloom suddenly transformed into that of joy and wonder. My cousins began to refer me as Guruji out of amusement. From time to time she will refer me as Guruji and to the surprise of all, even lowered her hand to touch my feet.
When my father; Mohan Lal Gaur heard of this event he said it Prabhuji’s miracle. Similar to what happened with Bauji (My grandfather Shri OM prakash Sharma. Husband of Shila Shrama). The difference is that in his case, Maha Prabhuji came inside the own body of my grandfather and in the case of my grandmother, she saw Maha Prabhuji inside me. (The story of my Grandfather is already posted in this blog - HH Shri Nathji's miracle on Om Prakash Sharma )
Her son came and said that it was indeed a miracle and it happened because of my coming. I said it is all Prabhuji’s grace. He said what we must do next. I said with great authority – TAKE HER HOME TOMORROW.
But he was apprehensive as some doctors were saying that as she has just recovered; let her rest here in observation for few more days. But I said. No! She must go home tomorrow. Now since I was also an astrologer and many people in my family had great faith on my predictions, they all believed it. But I didn’t make this statement by doing any astrological calculations. It was a voice inside me that said that this she must be home tomorrow.
So my grandmother was brought home from the hospital. Her life saved with blessings of Prabhuji. But I knew, she received not only a new life, but also inner spiritual recognition. Which is far valuable that millions of lifetimes. Some on my relatives began to think that I have indeed amassed great spiritual powers, because of my austerities in spiritual path and great knowledge of astrology. They pressed me to make some predictions and help them as well. I tried to explain them that it was Prabhuji’s grace, but they were not ready to write off my apparent spiritual prowess.
Also when all this was happening I came to know that my grandmother had desired to see the marriage on my cousin Bulbul. She is a much acclaimed dancer and theater artist. I felt some strong inspiration inside me and I felt that she must be now married. This is the time. I felt that she is in love with the boy, who is her co artiest in her theater group. They both have appeared as Radha and Krishna on several stage performances. I spoke to Bulbul and asked if you both love each other and wished to get married. She said yes! We both want that. His parents are very keen that we get married, but there is apprehension in our family. Her father will never allow and also there is some financial disparity between his family and our family. I said, leave it to me. I will get you married. And you will be engaged within 13 days from now. She was too awe stuck and was almost is disbelief. I told my family members, (the inspiration for which came in me from some higher source) my grandmother will die a very peaceful death in her home and that is my promise to you all. Now that she is here you must get Bulbul married to the boy of her choice, as this is also the earnest desire of by grandmother. I assure you that she will have a very happy life with this boy. Do as I say. Do not delay it. Call the boys parent to come home with this marriage proposal and get the engagement done within 13 days.
Making such bold proclamations, I returned to Gurgaon to be at your service. On satuday, 15th of this month, I got a call stating that the boys family was invited, gifts were exchanged and engagement been fixed. All are very happy. Bulbul called me and said to me with great joy – Guruji as per your orders the marriage is fixed.
I recall that on my last visit when you were asking me my family members, you had mentioned about Bulbul and asked me who she is. Then only I got the feeling that something auspicious is going to happen to her.
I have stated this miracle of Maha Prabhuji, which was indeed a cause of great wonder for all the members of my family who bear witness to this. But it left me hollow and thoroughly ashamed of my own worthlessness. I saw my sins and my shameless bad habits and my stinking addiction for mundane pursuits. My grandmother saw Shri Nathji in me and she holds me in such reverence. But only I know how unworthy I am. I knew that I need to thoroughly clean my body and soul, empty it of its ego and self and then only I can be possessed by any Divine Virtue. I know that I am so week that even knowingly I am helpless to stop myself from falling prey to worldly desires.
Prabhuji I know you treat me as Yours. Now my family and the world also associate me with you and Nathji. But I know that I am not eligible to withhold the dignity of your Darbar. I will all be, but an utter disgrace to you. I am perhaps the most wrecked soul in this world, that’s why you have chosen to rescue me and give me your association and service. But I know that my disguising old habits will pin me down. The bad conditioning, I received from my numerous births, will never allow me to go free of themselves. My sins will always come to haunt me. I am forever worthless to lay any claim as being a recipient of thy mercy and grace.
My Precious Lord! Please hold my hand. For, I am wretched. I am week. I am worn.
Your Hopeless Humble Servant
Siddharta
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Respected Priya Nath Bhagvan
Annantkoti Shastang Dandawat Pranam. I wish to tell you about the miracle of my grandmother. Thought you are all knowing and there is no need to state what is, but a small manifestation of your own grace, I am still stating these events as I wish to seek your permission to publish them in the Blog - http://priyanathji-aftershrinathji.blogspot.in/ )
As you had declared before my father – That our family has received special blessings from your Darbar, this incident advocates this fact most convincingly. With your permission, I had gone to Chandigarh from Gurgaon to attend to my 80 year old ailing grandmother. There in the hospital I saw that her condition is indeed precarious. Her body systems were failing one by one and there was little hope for her recovery. My family members were mentally prepared for her anticipated departure from life. She was administered Tulsi and Gangajal. Tulsi beads was put around her neck - all the preliminaries followed by devout Hindus for the subsequent safe passage of the dying, into the next world.
She was in a semiconscious state and whatever she was trying to speak, cannot be understood. From her private ward, She was referred back to the emergency as the salts in her body had depleted to dangerous levels. There wasn’t much hope that she will ever make it out of the emergency alive. And as it is said – Spiritual grace descends when all efforts by man have utterly failed and he helplessly awaits the call of his destiny so doomed. THE MIRACLE OCCURRED.
Since I was the direct witness (and strangely enough; also a direct participant) of this out of the world paranormal event, I now attempt to describe it: -
My maternal grandmother; Sheela Sharma, was on a bed in the emergency, breathing though an oxygen cylinder, with several tubes puncturing her body, taking in and out fluids as she lay unconscious in a pitiable state. Her old body had already endured a bypass heart surgery a cancer operation and all that her kin hoped for now was a peaceful and pain free release from the immurement of this human flesh. I was standing very close, next to her bed. On the other side was my mother. My uncle and aunt were also present. I suddenly noticed that she was staring at me continuously, with a motionless, long straight gaze. But the look of her eyes was not that of near vision focus. It was a as if she was viewing a panorama of something so amazing that her conscious was not in this world. I knew then her eyes were piecing though me and seeing something inside of me, some spirit or divine power. I saw her candid eyes, absolutely in peace, which were teeming with life and a heavenly spark. No human eyes can ever form the expression that I saw that day in the eyes of my grandmother. It was the expression of the eyes which were made to bear witness to Divinity Personified. Without blinking or taking her eyes off me she started to move her hand out of the blanket. And to the amazement of everyone present SHE FOLDED HER HANDS AND PRAYED TO ME. I was too wonder struck to react. Everyone was thinking. Why is she folding her hands in reverence to her grandson? My aunt shook her and said that what are you doing? That’s Jimmy. ( my pet name. Family and friends call me Jimmy.) why are you folding your hands to him? Still without taking her eyes off me she said –
HE IS NATHJI. HE IS PRABHUJI. GURUJI HAS COME
The same lady who was incapable of uttering a single words was speaking clearly. Now it was evident that she was seeing Mahaprabhuji inside me. She spoke with folded hands for long and offered her prayers to me (Visualizing me as Prabhuji) Referring me as GURUJI. I recall my self holding her hands and putting my hand on her forehead. This happened to me as a spontaneous reaction, as if instrumental to a Higher Power. I actually felt that I am blessing her. I realized that even in my touch she is impersonalizing Nathji.
Some tried to perceive this as some sort of hallucination that this old lady may have had. But from the inside of all who lay witness to this event knew that some Divine Power had descended as they can now see her in absolute peace. Then there was a call from the doctors that it is time to take her for her Ultrasound test. I, along with others accompanied her to the radiology department where her ultrasound was taken. Strangely enough, THEY DIDEN’T FIND ANYTHING WRONG WITH HER.
So she was discharged from the emergency and taken back to her private ward. There she kept referring me as Guruji and said words as if she is worshiping me. My mother and other family members were no convinced that Shri Nathji has come inside my body. And my grandmother is seeing Nathji in Me. She then said one line very loud and clear –
“AB POORANE SAB SAMBANDH SAMAPT HUE, AB APKE SATH EK NAYA SAMBANDH BANNE JA RAHA HAI”
“NOW ALL OLD RELATIONS HAVE DESOLVED AND A NEW RELATIONSHIP IS BEING ESTABLISHED WITH YOU”
She said a lot of things addressing me mostly as Guruji. But all her statements were of such gravity that a human can say only say before the Almighty God.
From then on her health began to improve drastically. Doctors who came for her check up found nothing wrong with her. All her medical reports were normal. Next day her condition improved further. The air of death and gloom suddenly transformed into that of joy and wonder. My cousins began to refer me as Guruji out of amusement. From time to time she will refer me as Guruji and to the surprise of all, even lowered her hand to touch my feet.
When my father; Mohan Lal Gaur heard of this event he said it Prabhuji’s miracle. Similar to what happened with Bauji (My grandfather Shri OM prakash Sharma. Husband of Shila Shrama). The difference is that in his case, Maha Prabhuji came inside the own body of my grandfather and in the case of my grandmother, she saw Maha Prabhuji inside me. (The story of my Grandfather is already posted in this blog - HH Shri Nathji's miracle on Om Prakash Sharma )
Her son came and said that it was indeed a miracle and it happened because of my coming. I said it is all Prabhuji’s grace. He said what we must do next. I said with great authority – TAKE HER HOME TOMORROW.
But he was apprehensive as some doctors were saying that as she has just recovered; let her rest here in observation for few more days. But I said. No! She must go home tomorrow. Now since I was also an astrologer and many people in my family had great faith on my predictions, they all believed it. But I didn’t make this statement by doing any astrological calculations. It was a voice inside me that said that this she must be home tomorrow.
So my grandmother was brought home from the hospital. Her life saved with blessings of Prabhuji. But I knew, she received not only a new life, but also inner spiritual recognition. Which is far valuable that millions of lifetimes. Some on my relatives began to think that I have indeed amassed great spiritual powers, because of my austerities in spiritual path and great knowledge of astrology. They pressed me to make some predictions and help them as well. I tried to explain them that it was Prabhuji’s grace, but they were not ready to write off my apparent spiritual prowess.
Also when all this was happening I came to know that my grandmother had desired to see the marriage on my cousin Bulbul. She is a much acclaimed dancer and theater artist. I felt some strong inspiration inside me and I felt that she must be now married. This is the time. I felt that she is in love with the boy, who is her co artiest in her theater group. They both have appeared as Radha and Krishna on several stage performances. I spoke to Bulbul and asked if you both love each other and wished to get married. She said yes! We both want that. His parents are very keen that we get married, but there is apprehension in our family. Her father will never allow and also there is some financial disparity between his family and our family. I said, leave it to me. I will get you married. And you will be engaged within 13 days from now. She was too awe stuck and was almost is disbelief. I told my family members, (the inspiration for which came in me from some higher source) my grandmother will die a very peaceful death in her home and that is my promise to you all. Now that she is here you must get Bulbul married to the boy of her choice, as this is also the earnest desire of by grandmother. I assure you that she will have a very happy life with this boy. Do as I say. Do not delay it. Call the boys parent to come home with this marriage proposal and get the engagement done within 13 days.
Making such bold proclamations, I returned to Gurgaon to be at your service. On satuday, 15th of this month, I got a call stating that the boys family was invited, gifts were exchanged and engagement been fixed. All are very happy. Bulbul called me and said to me with great joy – Guruji as per your orders the marriage is fixed.
I recall that on my last visit when you were asking me my family members, you had mentioned about Bulbul and asked me who she is. Then only I got the feeling that something auspicious is going to happen to her.
I have stated this miracle of Maha Prabhuji, which was indeed a cause of great wonder for all the members of my family who bear witness to this. But it left me hollow and thoroughly ashamed of my own worthlessness. I saw my sins and my shameless bad habits and my stinking addiction for mundane pursuits. My grandmother saw Shri Nathji in me and she holds me in such reverence. But only I know how unworthy I am. I knew that I need to thoroughly clean my body and soul, empty it of its ego and self and then only I can be possessed by any Divine Virtue. I know that I am so week that even knowingly I am helpless to stop myself from falling prey to worldly desires.
Prabhuji I know you treat me as Yours. Now my family and the world also associate me with you and Nathji. But I know that I am not eligible to withhold the dignity of your Darbar. I will all be, but an utter disgrace to you. I am perhaps the most wrecked soul in this world, that’s why you have chosen to rescue me and give me your association and service. But I know that my disguising old habits will pin me down. The bad conditioning, I received from my numerous births, will never allow me to go free of themselves. My sins will always come to haunt me. I am forever worthless to lay any claim as being a recipient of thy mercy and grace.
My Precious Lord! Please hold my hand. For, I am wretched. I am week. I am worn.
Your Hopeless Humble Servant
Siddharta
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